Ghost Island

People are always living in the inertial. I mean, people alive, but not always aware of their own lives, to spend some time just muddle relying on inertia, like a big downhill slide, a little empty mind drift off, like sleepwalking stop relying on the inertia sliding down the line to end soon nearing the finish line only to wake up: This is where? What am I doing? Who am I? Why?
After quietly disappearing without a trace. It appears neither purpose, meaningless, purely by chance. The existence disappears without trace to be found, like has never been the same. This is cruel real life (life, existence). I must have the courage to confront the brutal facts, face the bleak life. Not only to face the cruel fact but also Kuzhongzuole, given my personal sense is meaningless accidental life. I chose a comfortable, happy and peaceful life, like a beautiful work of art. Enjoy a beautiful love, friendship and affection, to enjoy human wisdom created the United States, try also to create a little bit of the United States, if unsuccessful do not worry, just put his own life to shape into a beautiful work of art. The good news is: doing it has nothing to do with the others, has nothing to do with talent, as long as I want, I can do it.
Most of the time of my life is over. A bit different, I would be more frequent when sliding down awakened from a dream, from time to time to ask yourself these questions. Of course, there is no answer. So he slept in the past, the continuation of the dream glide.

People alive, the name, Lee, to wealth and status, to Liufangqiangu, what ever you want, but few want to why, from kindergarten age, relying only trained heart of competition (each exam are one little training) desperately ran forward, ran ahead of others also ran back to look, the others fall how far will not catch up. Hair foot bolted the track in life, few people can stop and think about it, this is where to run, why run, what is the ultimate goal, why.

In this sense, I am a little grateful to the outbreak of the Cultural Revolution (of course, for the society, the Cultural Revolution was a catastrophe, no doubt about that). The outbreak of the Cultural Revolution, I was 14 years old, just a year of schooling on women in Beijing Normal University affiliated high school. I grew up a top student, proudly remember the heart thought: life on track, I'm one ran in front of the people admitted to the Beijing highest secondary collection points. The life road seems to have unfolded in front, at a glance: a good university, a good job, and so on. Are proud horseshoe illness, the Cultural Revolution, and closed a University, I abruptly pull down from the track. Remember the confused and lost, and life on the road is life and life would have no problem to cut off, so I had to re-plan the path in life. Planning, the fact that power can only follow the crowd went to the countryside to jump the queue to frontier desert to do heavy manual labor. I should go to what path in life, should pursue what goals in life, my life should be how to spend it? This is from a very young age, I started thinking about the problem. If not the Cultural Revolution interrupted the path of my life, I do not think it is in this sense, I am grateful to the Cultural Revolution.
Good university, a good job, and so on. Are proud horseshoe illness, the Cultural Revolution, and closed a University, I abruptly pull down from the track. Remember the confused and lost, and life on the road is life and life would have no problem to cut off, so I had to re-plan the path in life. Planning, the fact that power can only follow the crowd went to the countryside to jump the queue to frontier desert to do heavy manual labor. I should go to what path in life, should pursue what goals in life, my life should be how to spend it? This is from a very young age, I started thinking about the problem. If not the Cultural Revolution interrupted the path of my life, I do not think it is in this sense, I am grateful to the Cultural Revolution. When the the survival purpose problem occurs when being questioned, I sense the presence revived, this is what I started from the age of 20 interested in existentialism reasons. Mind what demand will be involuntarily solutions tend to be the kind of demand, and the existential crisis of meaning for my survival a solution. Are strongly attracted immediately from a contact existentialism, and lifelong, enduring love with this philosophy. I had heard that the academic philosopher criticized existentialism, it would hardly philosophy never subsides a little, but it's my favorite: whether it count as philosophy, I just put it as a solution to solve problems as my life. . Is existential first time I realized that life accidental, and occasionally flashed on that vast sea ghost island imagery deeply embedded in my consciousness, stubbornly persists lifelong accompanied. Each of us is like suddenly flashed in the open sea, the specter of the island, in the presence of a period of time
When the the survival purpose problem occurs when being questioned, I sense the presence revived, this is what I started from the age of 20 interested in existentialism reasons. Mind what demand will be involuntarily solutions tend to be the kind of demand, and the existential crisis of meaning for my survival a solution. Are strongly attracted immediately from a contact existentialism, and lifelong, enduring love with this philosophy. I had heard that the academic philosopher criticized existentialism, it would hardly philosophy never subsides a little, but it's my favorite: whether it count as philosophy, I just put it as a solution to solve problems as my life. .

Is existential first time I realized that life accidental, and occasionally flashed on that vast sea ghost island imagery deeply embedded in my consciousness, stubbornly persists lifelong accompanied. Every one of us like the the seas suddenly flashed specter Island, in existence for some time, quietly disappearing without trace. It appears neither purpose, meaningless, purely by chance. The existence disappears without trace to be found, like has never been the same. This is cruel real life (life, existence). I must have the courage to confront the brutal facts, face the bleak life.

Not only to face the cruel fact but also Kuzhongzuole, given my personal sense is meaningless accidental life. I chose a comfortable, happy and peaceful life, like a beautiful work of art. Enjoy a beautiful love, friendship and affection, to enjoy human wisdom created the United States, try also to create a little bit of the United States, if unsuccessful do not worry, just put his own life to shape into a beautiful work of art. The good news is: doing it has nothing to do with the others, has nothing to do with talent, as long as I want, I can do it.